I wrote this poem in a time of pressure. Felt like I was fighting for my spiritual life. I was about to preach the wedding for my step-son/BFF Isaiah and his (now) wife Judith, and I was crumpled by insecurity and doubt that almost led me to despair. I woke up choking on it.
It was so hard to feel so weak and broken when the stakes felt so incredibly high. I love these two so much, and I wanted to help usher in the joy of the occasion.
I’ve had this happen before, where I felt a spike of insecurity before an important milestone. The big and glorious moments often come with serious spiritual resistance.
Can anyone relate?
Anyway, this poem was like a lifeline from God. Writing it felt like climbing a ladder our of the pit, and back into my true self, a truly loved son of God.
Hope you enjoy, and let me know if it encourages you today!
“I never leave this table;
only doze;
only doze;
And so I write
to wake again;
to wake again;
to wake again.”
Are you kidding me right now…this poetry sparks so much awe that I’m stopped in my tracks and pulled upwards to the table of the King right with you.